pruesaysit

1. My middle name is Elise, although I don't think it is particularly appropriate given that I'm not a very feminine or delicate kind of girly girl.

2. I'm an only child because my parents weren't supposed to be able to have children. Miracle baby.

3. I'm terrified I won't be able to have kids of my own because of my Endometriosis.

4. I love my cat more than I love most people.

5. So often I feel like I've been left behind at the starting line, while everyone else is almost finished the race.

6. I found a list the other day, that I wrote at the worst point of my Anxiety/Panic Disorder. It listed my top 10 fears in order. Today, I can sucessfully do all but one of those listed.

7. I've been taking anti-depressants since I was 18. I don't imagine I'll ever stop taking them.

8. Sometimes I miss being a Catholic...I guess it's really more about belonging to a group. It's certainly not about JC or his fan club.

9. Sometimes I think I should go and visit DW and apoligise for acting like a nutter. I'm not exactly sure what this would achieve, but sometimes I think it would give me a feeling of closure.

10. I shoplifted earlier this year. It was a buzz, terrifying, fun and sad all at the same time.

11. I'd love to be a Bingo Caller.

12. I think about my own funeral far too much.

13. I always thought I was into the BDSM scene, but really I'm just a fake. I like the idea of it, and certain aspects of it but at the end of the day, I think it's just the vibe I like, more than the actual acts.

14. I know I should stop smoking. But I like it too much to quit. What a lame excuse.

15. It's tough keeping up the facade of a hardarse. Most of the time I'm lying when I say "it's water off a ducks back"

16. I wonder who reads this all the time. But people very rarely comment. I love comments.

17. Everyone should have a cup of Rooibos tea and calm down a bit.

18. I know it's cruel but I'd love to give my sons the names "Axl" and "Jethro"

19. I'm addicted to the TV show "The Shield".

20. I think I'm gonna get a paid account. I think I'd spend more time writing if I did.

Ps. Joel man, I was in Taylors Lakes tonight. DO YOU KNOW FUCKIN FAR AWAY YOU LIVE!?!?!